My special talent is assuming our friendship is a burden on you and you dread hearing from me. So then I stop talking to you to ease the load and ruin what we had
“What scares me the most is how much I think of suicide, and how I never talk about it.”—
i am tired. i am exhausted. from my head to my soul to my bones i am so fucking tired.
“You’re scared of losing people, but no one is scared of losing you.”—
“I can’t fucking do this” - I mutter for the twentieth time as I continue to fucking do it